Well today’s challenge
will not get done as I watched the video too late and wouldn’t have had time
for fun adventures today and tomorrow I am back at work! #sadface.
So I am
going to try my best to visualise myself having a fun day (ha!). I find it really
difficult to find things ‘fun’ after two minutes the novelty wears off for me
and activities usually become meaningless. I also get a bit of guilt if I am
not doing anything productive (which I then procrastinate over!!) But I must
add the ‘fun guilt’ is much more deeper than the ‘procrastination guilt’ which
I somehow always justify. I just cannot justify having fun when I have so much
work to do. Doesn’t feel right with me. Not sure why. It makes my life very
difficult as when people ask me what I do for fun I draw a blank.
Sooo on that
note, what was the last fun thing that I did? Most probably going Ibiza on my
own. Oh yes actually Ibiza is my fun ‘safe place’, where I don’t carry the
guilt and I indulge in the sun, sea, sand, sexy men (ha!) and music. I love it.
Next year it is definitely on the cards before I bugger off in July to my new
place for a few months.
This blog was difficult but it has given me the challenge
of trying to have more fun in day to day life rather than once a year in Ibiza!
So here’s to having (trying to have) more fun (yay, eek)
This blog post is in response to Natalie’s 10 Day Freedom Plan Blog Challenge Day 8
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